i'm so stupid . i've always made the wrong decision .
i've mistaken so many people and stabbed them behind their backs, when they are right all along .
but i thought they were wrong . i thought they betrayed me .
i didn't know that I was wrong all the time . I just didn't know that i was the one who betrayed them .
God, i'm such a horrible person , ain't i ?
I've just realise yesterday that Jonathan didn't block me . It was pure fate that we didn't online at the same time, at least i think so . gah, i wrote one whole page about how evil and cruel is he that he blocked me =/
I'm so so so sorry lahr .
ack, i feel so guilty .
&, hahahahahahaha. Really SORRY to buttman yesterday alright .
i didn't mean to molest you or ___________ or anything . it just so happens that that damn cymbal was in such a stupid & idiotic & totally wrong position -.-
ah, really sorry >.<
please don't don't don't think that i'm a sibiantai . cause that name has already been given to JAMIE !
she's got the sibiantai of the year award by saying some ________ things of papa and mama . Yea, so my name is cleared ! SHE is the sibiantai, i'm not x)
wheeeee. i wanna change blogskin. this one's so old :P
really .
i slept till 12.30pm today x)
mostly because i slept late yesterday . due to blogging lahr -.-
& i woke up just in time to eat lunch, hehheh .
early in the morning i heard my sis singing national day songs while watching olympics .
i don't know what's the link between them =/
but i suddenly thought of AIPS again . gah.
i remembered the times when we raised our flags high in the air, screaming lyrics all over the place and laughing all the way . just how i missed those moments ):
but nevermind, at least i get to drum now ! :DDD
i'm so not looking forward to next monday D: surely got yangqin practice but jiaying won't be going .
she'll be going to what old folks home ah . i'm going on next next thursday i think :P
but if she's not going then left myself to survive for 3 hours with nobody to talk to -.-
somemore yanlaoshi will be testing us on don't know what song which i've never practice.
and i can't fake practice at home cause i left my CO file together with my science textbook in 1E classroom. when i was waiting for jamie.
hopefully no one wants to steal it .
GAH. there's a huge pile of homework left too .
wtf, common tests are over but heck, my life's not getting any easier .
it'll be getting worse next week when our results are back D:
nevertheless, continue to think of buttman & i'll be laughing for the rest of my day :DDD
its so true that i don't know ,