come on. i actually posted in our class blog. ZOMG:x
because it's seriously rotting. just thought that i should contribute some to it.
i'm tired of life, you know. sometimes just letting it go might be much more easier.
its maths; maths; maths.
when can i finally kick that maths out ?
i'll volunteer to run 7.2km if i can don't learn maths for all my life.
i get sick everytime i see numbers. i only don't get sick when i see money numbers. OHOHO:]
but that ain't the point-.-
& mrs ng isn't helping at all kay. she is the same as mrteo. that slacker.
although not as snobbish as him, but their nagginess are definitely on the same level.
i passed my maths. by 0.5 marks. it doesn't helps at all:x
i've decided, every saturday i shall learn maths. until i get acceptable results.
18/35 is never considered pass for me. & it never will.
i don't know why, but i hate life.
i don't know why. but i just can't be as good as others.
i know it has something to do with genes, but its not like my parents are dumb or what.
in fact, they are so brilliantly CLEVER. so why can't i be like them?
i always feel like such a disappointment to my family.
my sis always always get such good grades and she has a glib tongue.
she always says those sweet-near-to-disgusting words to my mom, that i believed i never once said that. i just can't you know.
i don't love my mom to that extend. like, i don't think she is the world's best mom.
my sister is bright, happy, sweet, clever. all the things that i'm NOT.
she's a very easygoing person. she doesn't hold grudges.
when she's happy, she laughs. when she's sad, she cries. when she's angry, she fights.
but i'm, not like that. i detest to show my true feelings. but i don't know why i don't too.
sometimes i smile, but that doesn't means i'm actually happy. it's all a SHOW.
i do love my daddy. & i really thinks that he's the best daddy of the whole world.
i'm closer to my dad, i don't know why. he's more fun. he doesn't nags.
but his maths is just so PRO! so i really hate to get such marks in maths.
it'll disappoint my lovely daddy so much D:
i hate to trouble him to teach me maths. cause i'm such a bigbig failure:x
why waste my dearest daddy's time to teach a failure ?
i do love my mom. maybe not as much. but, certainly, i do still love her._.
we have quite a number of same opinions on the same thing.
like how japanese men are gayish & sissy.
but korean men looks gentle & more manly. LOL:D
homework is piling up. MYGAWD.
i don't wanna! ]x
last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUROU AHJIE! :]]
i know you like the earings huh.last last but still not least,
FORGIVE ME, princess/ heishehui/ jamjam/ twinneh!
i'm so sorry i couldn't be of much help to you.
i really don't know how to solve that.
blame bastard for don't believing, its not your fault.
ITS PERVERT'S! OHOHO:]
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!♥