im in china&i am seriously pissed off. i am very very very pissed off.
and yea,im in china now. and in chunyu auntie's house.
my sis is a bitch. this further proves that my theory is RIGHT.
blood is NOT thicker than water.
jamjam is loads better than that stupid girl. ahem. correction: wintermelon~~
LOL. liming didi has grown! too 1.4m something. and he's learning the violin!
he's not back from school. im gonna ask him to teach me sometime. this is what i call sibling bonding.
i rather learn violin-playing rather than fight around. give me liming didi anytime. i will give up wintermelon anytime,anyday. feel free to ask for one if ur life is too boring. ya know,so that u need to fight&quarrel with wintermelons~
i am freezing here. bcoz my sis is fanning me(which is something i dont want). the weather here is okay. like a permanent aircon all around. the temperature differentiates between 19-27 degree celcius.
actually the term wintermelon is just perfect for my sis*shivers* i dont really want anything to be related to her. pls dont call her my sis from now on. i am ashamed. wintermelon would be good. and i dont care she is just sitting beside me reading every word that im typing. i dont care if its hurting her "little" fragile heart inside her certainly not very little body. i dont care about wintermelons&never have cared.
ziyi is ahem,okay,FAT. no wait. is PLUMP? though no offence to plump people. these insults are only meant for ZIYI.
and yea,she is short. liming didi is only older by a couple of months and is about 10cm taller than her. btw,she just went away. cant bear to read anymore?
AND,she has no talents. no violin-playing,no choir-singing voice(even though she's in the choir. but her teacher once told her to shutup coz its destroying the whole choir's voice. i swear its true.),no playing ANY instruments,no dancing. no,nothing,none,zilch. geeeeeee. just the way a wintermelon behaves. at least a wintermelon is nice to make into juice or to eat what-.-
hmm. i am now not so angry at my sis. its not a day or two thing. its my whole life.
sad to say but my parents has been doting on my sis. seriously.
when she was born like about a few months,i volunteered to help clean up her or throw her pampers away. i was just too naive back then. and yea,what she gave me was a bunch of scratches. she scratch me until got bright red BLOOD scars okay? and she bite me. once i was riding a tricycle and she just run forward and bite me. thank god i didnt bleed much. though there was a teeth mark and my dress fabric was torn. ohmygod~~
then she started thinking she can do whatever she want. she scold me then all of that stuff. then she said: im younger so i can do whatever i want.
what a spoilt brat.
a few days back,she pulled my hair. and,as expected,she refused to say sorry. oh yes,she did. she said something like TOLLY. in a very comical voice. huh. so insincere. it has always been like that. she bullying me without really feeling sorry for it. my parents dont care. seriously they dont. they always think that my sis is RIGHT. right,right,right. bcoz she is younger,so obviously cuter. they always think im the one being whiny.
and my mom told me,why dont love ur sister more and stop quarreling. HA.
its not as if I dont wanna try to love her. i did try. its her thats making it so damn difficult.
how to try to love someone that has been giving u blood scars since baby times? giving u teeth marks and torn skirts since toddler times?
pulling ur hair until now? theres a lot more other events in between. but i dont like remember hateful times. so there.
i have to go,all this complaining is stressing me.
byebyes:)